Enjoyed all, Got enthralled.

Went there, came here... everywhere!
But got nothing that could please.
Tried a leap, the path was steep,
fell down on life's crease.

Enjoyed all, got enthralled,
thought life was at ease,
never could imagine, never could hope,
that the success stories would cease.

I thought, i did,
but could not do, what aces did.
I craved, i yearned,
but never could understand what i need.

Enjoyed all, got enthralled,
what life is about, paid no heed,
never could imagine, never could hope,
that i'll have to repent my deed.

Damaged things, got evil links,
ruined life and nothing better.
Thought i was right, got a fall in pride,
made all my dreams shatter.

Enjoyed all, got enthralled,
played with life, turned it into a tatter,
never could imagine, never could hope,
that even the triflings could matter.

Lights OFF !

Pained throughout, lost my hope,
Tried survival, was tough,
Deceased me, made blind,
Dark my life... ah! Lights off!
Ah.. lights off, my spirit half,
Look awhile.. i am a subject 2 laugh,
Demise tempts... life gave a bluff..
Dark.. my survival.. ah! Lights off!

My roads, my life.. all coarse, all rough, My eyes close, ah.. Lights off!!

P.S.

Somebody...
Switch on the lights, and my life,
Its traumatic, to carry on the strife,
Contagious my pain, my wound is rife,
Bring back my spirit, bring me back to life..